Hi guys. Checking in after a long summer hiatus. It really has been a great time.
In May, shortly after my last entry…Gordon accepted a new job with another company. He is still in dental sales, but now with Benco Dental. This new position means that our family will re-locate. His territory is in East Tennessee. Our house in on the market, and we were hoping to move this summer. Yet, no deal. So…..after packing many boxes, and prepping our house for “show,” we got busy. Gordon had to start the job right away, so he stays gone Monday-Friday, and comes home on the weekends. This job is what our family needed…I will leave it at that.
So with the summer ahead of us, and not being able to travel, the kids and I decided to do the “camp thing.”
This was our first year to attend camp as a family, and it was Madonna Learning Center’s first year to hold a summer long camp. I must say that it was a God given gift for us all. Camp Fly High is a camp for children and adults with special needs. I worked as a lead counselor, and Jack served as a volunteer assistant. Clayton attended as a camper, and Emma Kate and George attended as “typical peers,” children without special needs (they were the only two peers by the way, and it didn’t phase them one bit!) We had a blast and worked our booties off. This time for me was so mentally, physically and spiritually fulfilling for a number of reasons: To be with my family all day, every day; to work and play with folks with disabilities; to put my skills/experience to use in a recreation environment….truly a dream come true. Having been limited, and out of commission for so long, this meant so much to me.
As the summer pushed on, it became evident that we were not moving right away (no sale of the house). I enrolled the children in school here in Memphis. They were ready to get started back, and I believe glad to be in a familiar environment. With everyone in school during the week days, I started taking care of “busy-ness.”
Getting right to the heart of the matter, I had been experiencing a dull pain in my side on and off for a month (sounds too familiar), but felt it to be scar tissue pain. A small lump developed in my neck, so I went to my primary care physician. My bloodwork was normal, and the lump went away. No other symptoms really. I followed up with the oncologist. He did a CT scan just to rule out anything, and darn it all!!! My cancer is back. After a biopsy this past Wednesday, this was only confirmed yesterday.
It is still ovarian cancer, stage 3-c. Basically the same cancer returning. It is visible on the surface of my liver, diaphragm, and there is shadowing in my lower pelvis. These were present at the time of my initial diagnosis, but treatment diminished evidence. So, whether the cancer actually was killed and returned…or whether it was only masked by the Avastin (retardant), it is not certain.
Therefore, a new treatment regimen is prescribed. I will begin a combination of carboplatin and doxil on Friday, Sept. 8. I will get treatments every 4 weeks. I will undergo four treatments, and then another scan. Before you begin mapping out the time frame, know that with any chemo….complications may occur which will then change the plan. This is only the plan for now.
Some of you already “heard the rumor” about the return of my cancer. You have been so dear to offer help. I cannot say what my needs are until I begin chemo and see the outcome. I am aware of the possible side effects and have the immediate care of my family available to me. I will surely keep you posted as needs arise.
You have all been so good to me. This is a lot to take in all at once. I feel confident that I can conquer this again with your support. This cancer trip is a team effort. I am so glad to have all of you on my team.
Much love always!!! I will stay in touch.
Peri